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Name: Mandy
Birthday: 1/18/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: spending time with people i care about. random trips to Starbucks. going to the park. 60 years ago (right holly?) txting!! anything half way fun!!
Expertise: being blonde, =) no really. working with kiddos!
Occupation: a learning center...
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  CourtneysSistah
Member Since:
11/30/2004
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| WOAH!
I kinda fail at updating this :/ sigh!! It's finally fall!!! yes!! Lovin' the fall weather!! :) I am soo excited about this Thanksgiving.. all my aunts/uncles/cousins are all coming in.. :) its gonna be totally amaaazing ;) i love my family!!! life is pretty good... altho for the past 10 days i've been dealing with major headaches ;( BUT.. i think i finally have some answers.. which is good!!!
Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different?!?! thats kinda my life story right now.. tho.. things are changing sooo fast.. :( and its not BAD change.. which i am uberly thankful for ;)
Soo. advice please!! :) I like this guy.. i've liked this guy for about 3.5 years now. (crazy huh?!) anyhoo.. i get make myself tell him i like him.. but i think about said guy all the time... like seriously.. dreaming. (maybe i am totally DUMB!) i'm not sure if he likes me.. but at times i'm given SOO much hope other times i feel pretty much invisable.. :/ What shouldd i do!?!? help me!! 
well. i know there is more to say.. but i don't know how to put it all in words.. SIGH!!.. so HAPPY FALL!!! ;) YAY!
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| Well,
its officallly be along time.. *sigh* i just.. never get on here much.. hehe!!
well i went to Indiana. and as always i had a truly amazing fantastical fabulous time there... =) and i swear each time i have to come home.. it gets harder and harder.. not that i don't love my family, and home, and all here.. but-- i just miss my friends- and everyon!! So much!! but i had a good time. and i'll see them all again.. very soon (JUNE!!!) yeah man!!! :) so excited!!!
as always, i wanted to share some quotes with you guys. some of them are oooo so true. .others are just. and others.. just silly =) enjoy!
"She believed in dreams, all right, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him." (if only....)
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." (oh i wish i could tell you!)
"The magic is as wide as a smile and as narrow as a wink, loud as laughter and quiet as a tear, tall as a tale and deep as emotion. So strong, it can lift the spirit. So gentle, it can touch the heart. It is the magic that begins the happily ever after."
“Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.”''
“If there ever comes a day when we can't be together keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever”
I wonder what Piglet is doing," thought Pooh.
"I wish I were there to be doing it, too."- Winnie the Pooh”
So i kinda sorta maybe like you a lot more then I had originally planned. (right on!)
I want to be his last call of the night. His first thought in the morning: five hour conversations, the ones with no, you hang up first. Him to make my heart race, give me sweaty palms, hugs that you never want to let go of. But most of all I want to be considered: HIS.
And ever since I met you, no one else is worth thinking about.
Yes; I miss you. incase you started to care or something... ( do you care.. do you even know?)
to him,I'm invisible.
he is so confusing- the things he says to me makes me believe that he really does like me, and then some other things he says makes me believe that, I am just a girl who never crosses his mind.
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| Okay!
wow- i am kinda horrible at updating this.. =/ i really should try and do better =) i've been doing allot of thinking the past few days... just about growing up and change and stuff.. remember when Xanga was the NEW THING =) lol!! i do =)but facebook has come and kinda taken over =) lol!- its all cool though!!! =) Life is good- i'm just working =) but i LOVE my job and the people i work with.. so thats awesome =)
I leave for Indiana in just 2 weeks =) kinda hard to believe =) i've been waiting for this.. for ever =) lol. since last year atleast =) i am soo excited!!
what else? hmm. i'm not sure!! ;)
well i'm gonna go head to bed.. i have a busy filled fun weekend.. gotta get that sleep =) cya!!
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| I can hardly believe its been 3 years since i lost the one person i never thought i'd be able to live without... She was the most amazing women i've ever know.. My Grandma.. was my best friend.. I still remember calling her every night, even if it was just to hear her voice, and be able to tell her that I loved her!! her love for God inspired her to love lots of others.. not the least her husband, 7 children, 17 grandchildren, and 7 great-grandchildren!- what i wouldn't do to see her smile. or hear her voice.. or have one more hug!!!-- here is something i wrote shortly after she passed away...
I don't think there is a pain that hurts more than when you lose a loved one. When someone who was close to you is there no longer, there seems to be an empty spot in your life. You know that life must go on without that special person. My grandma was a special person in my life. She was a godly women who loved us grandkids beyond words. She always had a song in her heart.. she even sang while cleaning the house!! :) Visiting Grandma was always a joy for me, and i will treasure the moments forever!! Her gray hair and warm smile made her the most attractive Grandma in the world!! She always had a kind word to say, and always found some way to help others out. You can probably tell that my Grandma and I had a very special relationship. I'll never forget the pain in my heart when I found out my Grandma was with the Lord, the aching of my heart was just too much to bear. I don't think I've ever cried so hard in all my life. One thing that really stands out in my mind about Grandma, not only was she a godly women, but she used her time wisely I don't remember her wasting half her day in front of the TV, I do remember her doing, for her family and for others. You could always find her in the kitchen making the best food ever!!! =) She was always there if you needed to talk, and every single morning you could find her sitting at the table, praying!! for everyone she knew!!- I thank the Lord for the times I got to spend with her. They are times i'll NEVER forget. and I am thankful for all that I learned from her and most of all.. I am thankful she is no longer in pain.. but she is in Heaven where she is free from pain and suffering!!!
I just really hope she would be proud of who i am becoming!! =)
may 17, 1919- jan. 27, 2006
my grandparents!! =)
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